I haven't been here for a while, but I've definitely changed. I've worked to change my environment so that it fits me better (if that makes sense) and I've become a better person for myself.
People may say that the things I've realized over the past years is something that should have been easily realized but it's a different depth of understanding I went through.
It was something a bit more deeper and almost spiritual.
I'm no fan of the spiritual but when I realized some of the things, my views became clearer.

I read something that someone had wrote that would have left a scar in my heart if it was written about me. But the worst thing is that, my view changed about her after I read the writing...
I knew it was mostly lies and things that weren't true, but after, I couldn't get the little bug buzzing around inside my head asking, "What if it's true?".
My heart feels closed and dark. What should I do to brighten it up?

                   - March 14, 2015.    8:48pm.     Dakota.

         It's a hurtful night. Having said things that didn't come out right. Things that seemed like I meant it, but wasn't. And the fact that I forgot, that she might have been having trouble as well.

                            -March 13, 2015.   10:26pm.     Dakota.